Fall is definitely in the air in the north! Long hot summer days and cool nights bring with them my favourite smells of fall. I do love the four seasons of the Peace region. I feel as if I am already harvesting the bounties of hard work.

I am nearing my third anniversary of vision loss. Let’s be honest, the first eighteen months were dedicated to recovering from the heart transplant surgery. I have navigated a lot of hurdles and learning over the past three years. I am fortunate to have been a good creator in my past life. I would see something I wanted to do and learned quickly not to be overwhelmed by all that lay ahead. I would simply look to the next step. Pretty soon those little steps added up to the desired achievement. Once you know the formula everything is possible.

In my early days in the hospital, I could not locate the exit door to my room using sound. I would get lost or scared after a few steps. The world had no definition. I went to work and began to build a foundation of skills and a toolbox to navigate my new life.

I am very proud to announce the hard work has paid off. A few weeks ago, I managed to navigate a five kilometer walk from my house to the walking trail along the railway tracks between 100th Street and the West By-Pass Road. I did it all by myself, including calling for help at my second last decision point when I was turned around. Asking for help is one of my tools. I then took that confidence and took the city bus to the mall and back. On that trip my friend did accompany me, however she did not offer any assistance. I transferred buses and navigated to my desired destination once we arrived at the mall.

I am sitting here today reflecting at how far I have come. I do not yet have the ability of a blind lawyer, surfer, architect, kayaker, etc. but I am well on my way there. This morning, I was able to review financial documents from my property manager. It wasn’t very accessible or easy, but I did it. I also booked a presentation to a large organization about accessibility. I am super excited about the opportunity. I will be taking the

handidart and have made arrangements for the accommodation. I write this column. I do a lot of advocacy and volunteer for two accessibility committees.

I did make it to the gym and signed up for a membership. My partner is joining me. This gives us a chance to connect in a new way. Navigating such a drastic change within a relationship is not for the faint of heart. I have committed to a daily yoga practice. This practice gives me the fuel firing the drive to create my best life.

Life can be a bit of a roller coaster with the health challenges I face, as well as navigating blindness. This week I am sitting at the top of a rollercoaster excited for the rush I will feel as it plummets down at breakneck speeds. Yes, life, isn’t it a wild ride.

I may not be riding my bike with no hands, but I am crossing the street with my eyes closed. Courage begins with a single step. That single step has given me the promise of a fulfilled life fueled by the desire to live life to its fullest.

Edwina Nearhood is a long time Fort St. John resident sharing her vision loss journey. Please remember, every person’s vision loss experience is as unique as they are.